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2009...

Sun Jan 3, 2010, 8:59 AM
Well it's over people. 2009 is officially over. This year to me has been one of, if not the, hardest years of my life. And what's sad is that I'm sure a lot of you can agree with me...

*January-March: Rubies, not that pretty to me...*

I honestly don't remember too much from this time. It's just too far back, but there are a couple things that stood out from all the blah. First off, I remember the year feeling like it was going by fast. I seriously thought that this year was going to be over before I knew it. Man, now that it's over, I can see that I was W-R-O-N-G.
Second would have to be Ruby. Ah yes, Ruby. Through all the jokes we crack on this piggy, I always forget that she was my first actual girlfriend. I guess I can blame Dayna for that, it's hard to look back at her when Dayna is so much better. I was naive enough to actually think we had something, even though in the back of my mind I knew we didn't. In retrospect, I'm glad we didn't go too far into the relationship. I don't really want swine flu anyways...


*End of March-June: Something no Ruby can ever even compare to...*

This was probably the highlight of my year, and all because of one reason. Dayna. Between all the movies and places we've gone, she's the best thing I could ever ask for. Especially this year of all times. I guess I kind of owe that to Paula, she is the one that sort of put us together and introduced us and what not. So Paula, thank you. I know we don't really get along...like...at all...but you introduced me to someone I can't imagine life without. So in all sincerity and issues beside, thank you.
I know you don't have a DA Dayna but I'll say it anyways, I love you!! <3 <3 <3


*July: With one love found, another one is lost...*

Not really a month I like talking about. If the last month was the highlight of my year, then this is the worst part of it. July fourth will never be a day I'll forget again. I only wish that it was just because it was independence day...


*August-October: Family...*

This part of the year is kinda hazy. At least to me. Alot of things happened between my brother's death, family issues, and things going on with my friends, it's hard to think of specific events. All I know is that what really stood out, in terms of bad things, were all the issues I had with my family. More than any other point in my life. Too much to bear sometimes, which is why I can't express enough how happy I am to have Dayna. You really did make this a lot easier.


*Dayna's B-Day: Wtf? Tammy and Mark? Get a room!!*

Haha this was a happy day for me. I think that was the most baloons I've been around in like...forever lol. Omg, I don't know why this stood out for me and is one of the things I remember, but my trip to Wal-Mart with Matt was hilarious. The balloon guy failed.
But aside from all the silly/randomness, my girl's party was a great day, and I'm glad I was there for it. Congrats Dayna. And I'm glad you liked my present.
...oh, and throwing balloons at Paula was probably one of the funniest times I had this year. Right Matt?? xD


*Halloween/Kevin's B-Day: KEVIN!!!*

It was...okay. I mean, nothing amazing, and Kevin got sick, but over all it was okay. I enjoyed myself. Congrats to you too Kevin ^^


*November-December: Breaking ties...*

I would talk about the three holidays at the end of the year, but I'd be wasting my time. Thanksgiving was boring, Christmas was whatever, and news years was just...really not needed. No, these aren't the times that I really want to remember. The main thing that I can think of is leaving the family. Through all the grief they caused me, I couldn't take it. Thanks Ed. It means alot to let me into your house.

This year had ups and downs like any other we all lived through. Personally, I think it had more downs than any other. With the end of the year of 2009 I say this, good riddens and goodbye. I gladly welcome a new year.

(Whoa, you read that whole thing?? Or did you scroll down and read this...freakin cheater...)

-People of 2009-

*Dayna*
The most beautiful and loving girlfriend I could ever ask for. Through all the hardships this year put me through, you really made things so much better. We're not the perfect couple, and we have our arguments. We get on each other's nerves sometimes and of course we have our differences. But I love her, and she loves me. And I know that we can both agree, the good we've had together by far out weights the bad. I love my Dayna ^^

*Chris*
Ah. Chris. I swear, some of my best memories have to be with this guy. You're the third person I've met at this school, and probably my closest friend at the moment. Alot of people have a problem with you and in all honesty, we definetly don't get along all the time. But we've been through too much together and we've know each other too well for anything too really linger. A friendship that has it's ups and downs, but a friendship I'm really glad I have.

*Edward*
Hm. I have to be honest about two things. First, there are quite a bit of things that you do that get on my nerves. Nothing really big, but nonetheless get on my nerves. And second, you've done so much to help me out. So I can never really hold too much against you. Even though we're pretty different from each other with different friends and everything, you're an honest person that always tries hard to help others. I don't think this really covers it, but I'll say it anyways. Thank you, for everything.

*Kevin*
Haha Kevin. You're THE funniest person I know. Honestly, I don't really know much about you. You're pretty random, I mean one minute you're a funny cool guy who I can just sit around and joke with, then a person I can talk to and joke with for hours (just a hand lol...), and then you're a booze obsessed weirdo lol. A lot of sides to this kid, but all I know is that when I'm around him in person, any doubts I have in him go away. Overall Kevin, you're an honest person and someone who gets along with anyone. Another friend I'm really glad I have.

*Paula*
Hm. Paula. In the recent past, we haven't gotten along. At all really. But lets go back to better times. We've had alot of laughs together, for me more than most people I know. Thinking back on the times before, between all the randomness and jokes, I remember the times that you helped me out with the things going on in my life. Whether it be when Ruby broke up with me, introducing me to Dayna, my brother dying, and anything else I can think of, you would always be willing to listen. Even though I know you had your own problems to deal with. Really, thanks for that. I don't really know where things went wrong, but still. I'm glad I met you.

*Sam*
Sam, you're probably the nicest person I know. Also the second person I met at this school. Through the years I guess we gradually stopped talking as much as we did, and times certainly did change, but overall you're a really cool guy. Best wishes to you Sam, you're someone I know will get somewhere in life.

*Robert*
Bob lol. You're someone I've never felt akward around, not when I first met you and not now. You're someone I can always talk to about anything really. Sure, we don't always get along. But really, who does? I'm glad I met you Robert. It's been a hilariously fun friendship.

*Matt*
I haven't known you for as long as my other friends, but you're a cool guy and I'm glad I know you. Still find it cool how we had the same favorite anime AND game by shear coincidence xD
But seriously, glad to know you.

Anyone else I'm forgetting, I'm really sorry. I'm kind of in a rush right now o_o

(Wow. You made it down here. Unless you just skipped here or something. You're still adopted...)

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Dudes...

Sat Dec 26, 2009, 1:19 PM
Sorry for not having any presents for anybody this year, but really it's your fault. You see, you're adopted. And it's really FUCKING up my plans to get people things. What the fuck people? Stop being so...adopted! God, faggot...

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Merry Christmas guys...

Fri Dec 25, 2009, 2:55 AM
Merry Christmas guys.

I stopped by my older brother's myspace page to wish him a merry Christmas. I stop by there regularly to leave a comment. I know he doesn't get it, but it's just something I do. I was feeling fine, but in the middle of the comment something happened. I just broke down, and before I knew it, I couldn't stop crying...

I think I know why this holiday hasn't felt quite as happy as it normally does for me...

Thanks you. All of you. I can't express in words how much I'm grateful to have all you guys as friends. I don't know how I'd manage any of this with out having you guys. Losing him made a huge hole in me. But at least I can almost replace it with you guys. So really, thanks.






To Jason,
I miss you more than you can imagine. I know we'll spend some other Christmas together, okay? I love you...

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My day was fucking made xD

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