Haha it's so funny! How can something that is supposed to be all amazingly GOOD is so amazingly BAD!? It's the saddest truth, but family, in most situations, are SHIT!

I'm going to stop being objectionable about this and tell you my situation personally. I tried for SO LONG to bring my family together. But in the end, they shun me. Wait, not only that. They disown me completely. That's what I get for trying to move and immovable object. That's what hoping gets you. Hoping that you actually can make a difference. At least in my case...

So now I out of that house. MY house. Living with a good friend of mine. God, I don't know what I would do with out him. With out all of you guys. What family was supposed to do for me you guys have, ten times better too..

I know this journal is called "Lets talk about families again...", but I wanted to say something to all my friends. Thanks. I can say it over and over again but it never feels like enough. THANKS!...nope still not enough lol. I really can't express how grateful I am to have all of you.

Indeed people. Squee...

''When things are bad, you always have family to talk to.'', ''Friends come and go, but families are always there.''

Phrases like these PISS ME OFF! Families are THE MOST overrated thing that exists these days. They're not all happily ever after stories. They're grief and misery. Only there to make you feel like shit.

Hope? Yeah, lets do that, lets hope people. Hope for change. Hope for compromise. Hope that every fucking thing will be better when you wake up the next fucking morning. Let me spell out ''hope'' for you. B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T. That's what hope is, a false ideology that causes grief to those who have it. Sure, some have been fortunate to have hope and havie it come true. But those people that continue to hope only to be spit on know what I mean. That's what hurts the most. THAT'S what makes things unbearable.

And the worst part, hope isn't something you can get rid of easily...

♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...
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Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy"

One bit advice, ahem, NEVER RELY ON THE FUCKING CITY BUS!!!

This is bull shit. The bus is so unreliable. And guess what? I can't make it to 0 period because of the dumb ass bus. That's the ONLY class I'm having problems in, and this major project is going on that I'm missing because the bus won't show constantly. Seriously? That's the only thing that can bring up my grade in that class. Ugh, if I fail because of this, which I probably will now, I'm goibg to be SO pissed...